Chopin - Ballade f minor op. 52 (4th recording)

I don't know why I'm so nervous, when I'm recording my playing. Today I was focused, but still there were some slips. Usually in spots when I recently changed fingering or something. When camera is on I feel that my fingers are lighter in a wrong way. I just don't feel the bottom of the keyboard. Maybe it's caused by my piano bench - it's too high for my instrument, I can't lower it more. I'll buy new one probably next month.

My stamina is definitely better - my heart wasn't pounding so hard as last time after culminiation in D flat major.

I would say that the section from the beginning to the second theme wasn't so bad. The section at the end, where is the second theme in D flat major also. The worst part was in middle of the piece and I should focus on this part.

So here are my remarks to my recording from today:

Mental issues:

• fix fingering in bar 154
• more clean inbars 161-166
• passages in bar 195 and 197
• right hand in bar 214
• right hand in bar 216

Issues:

• more melody in bars 36-37 in left hand
• don't accent the C in bar 49, it's an end of a slur
• fix double notes in bar 54
• learn the notes in bars 79-99 (hands separetely)
• fix left hand in bar 106
• fix the acciaccatura in bar 111
• fix the descending in bar 119
• what happend in bars 121-122?
• learn the notes in 135-144 (hands separetely)!
• hands together in bar 169-174
• don't accent the beats so much in bar 173
• learn right hand in 177-179
• more top notes in passages in 191-194
• take off the pedal before Coda in 210 
• thirty two note should be played with left hand in bar 220

Details:

• more colors at the beginning - listen to e minor for example (bars 1-7)
• listen to the directions of left hand more in the first theme (bars 8-57)
• don't slow down too much in bar 57
• more clarity in section 58-70
• work more on accelerando in bars 74-75 and ritenuto in 79
• don't play to fast in bars 125-128
• don't slow down too much in 152
• take time in 184
• don't rush in 190
• more stable tempo in Coda (bar 219-224)
• more tension in left hand chords in bars 231-232